only a rainbow away

2010-08-04T19:45:00.000-07:00

Hey all. Im back. Yeah its been a long time since i updated, cause im using more on tumblr. But now not anymore. Decided to be more active on blogger than blogspot. Still be using tumblr, but i will only post randon pictures on tumblr and blogger will be about current's life.

Well, life is great. Like really great. Is actually enjoying every minutes of life with the people surrounding. Thanks to HIM that i actually have a bunch of crazy but loving and caring peoples.

Examples like the classmate, family and of course the boyfriend. hehe.

Classmates is getting hyper each day. Especially the irritating gan hui and the guys too. Always kept doing disgusted things. Like what had happended in class yesterday. Adrian pee-d in the bottle during break time. Cause he simply lazy to go toilet and furthermore he sprained his ankle. Eww like disgusting right? But still i love them. After all we had made a good and strong friendship bond. Aww, its going to be heartbreaking if after our exams we will be going with our separate lifes and ways. Aww, saye rindu same lu orang nanti :(

sebastian and adrian(the one that pee-d in the bottle,eww)

titi and sebastian

sebastian and alvinloves <3

And yes like finally, Happy Family will be meeting soon in two weeks time. Had a little conversation with siti yesterday and she wants the Happy Family to meet up soon. So i already plan that we will be meeting on next saturday during puasa time. Yes i cant wait for the day to come. Make sure jadi eh, no last mintute cancel. But this year its going to be different. We lost one of our members. Which is shameer. Him and era is no longer to

BUT! Of course, i love this man more. Even we had been already for 3 years, im glad that our love doenst change or fade away but stronger each day. Thanks for that khairul rasul. You are the best in my life. Sometimes when things happend, i let out to siti and she will always said that "khai is a good guy, remeber?" hahaha. Yes indeed he is good and nice guy. Doenst make any trouble to me.

Well, im proud of the boyfriend. He has already achieved what he wants in his life. He already had two bike license now. He's not using the green kr motorbike, but new one, Super four. Its a big bike. First time naek saye takot, sebab besar. But im used to it now. hehehe. Prolly or so will be meeting him for awhile today, its still a mybe. Cause we already had met up yesterday. And he's getting cheekier nowadays. Very manja now. ILOVEYOUBOYFRIEND <3

2009-09-13T06:10:00.000-07:00

It obviously seems that i am pretty lazy to update this blog of mine and has been neglecting it for the past few months. So i am just going to post a brief summary of what i have been doing for the past few days right now. I will try my very best to recall aite.

friday night!
Last friday was simply a blast. Breakfast at the victory with best-girl-friends siti and era and dearly boyfie. Enjoyed every single second of it. Though there were some awkward moments, which is expected, but it's okay, i am pretty sure everyone enjoyed themselves that night as much as i did. Okay, next was Geylang. The lightings were gorgeous. The songs played made me want to dance and sing along. I love the atmosphere. Lovely! Eventually, we managed to get out of the bazaar. It was so crowded and stuffy. And the smoke was killing me.

Anyway, Raya's drawing nearer. I can feel the excitement already. But i have yet to buy all the stuffs i need for that celebration. I need a new pair of heels, a new set of clothes and maybe a new bag. Sadly, mum doesn't even have time to step out of the house, not till the last few days before raya. It has always been like this every year. And i am not quite happy about it. Last minute shopping for raya always turns out to be a disaster. Can't get the right size for me, the right colour, the right pattern..

I miss my lovely friends by the way. I dont know why but it just slipped out of my mind that i have to say this. Life's a bore if you don't get to spend much time with your loved ones. Where's that old term saying, "Friends Forever" and "What friends are for"? I miss everything okay. Nuff said .

2009-07-03T21:59:00.000-07:00

I watched Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen!
as agonizing as 2.5 hours it was, it was worth it! the funny part were really hilarious, while the action sequences are crazy.
and there are new robots too!

Michael Jackson (1958-2009)
Rest In Peace, legend.
R.I.P MJ

i'm currently hooked on watching the city online. yes, i only just found out that i can watch it for free on mtv.com and i don't have to wait very long for the show to come out on cable. already, i'm at episode four. yes, i know it's kind of cliche to watch this show and i do doubt about the reality of it sometimes, but i love the drama. i need it to fill my oh-so-boring, empty and dull life. a girl can dream. hahaha. alright, i'm gonna go continue watching some more!

2009-07-01T23:11:00.000-07:00

NASI AYAM PENYET!

bonjour! im feelin so damn bored. i've got no plans for today. did some spring cleaning. like again. thats what i'll do when i've got nothing better to do. did the laundry, vacuumed the entire house, including all the rooms. am i nice or what? haha. there goes my off days. besok keje! booooring. 5 more days. to what, you might ask? for me to know and for you to find out. haha. it's raining heavily in yishun. and im very glad that my sayang didnt ride his bike to work.

i love khairul. my day went pretty well with a date out with that guy. i couldn't stop burping after i ate. so not lady-like. you know i know khairul. haha.

2009-06-24T22:58:00.000-07:00

My Words Falls On Deaf Ears.

i changed my blogskin. the previous look very dull to me although i put a lot of effort in changing the colors and stuff. & yeah, im still thinking whether to privatised or not. or mybe the best for me to just deleted this blog or mybe, possible reason of changing the url. dont worry, i will still invite you guys no matter what. its friday tomorrow and i cant wait to go holiday with family!

2009-06-23T00:24:00.000-07:00

I should be going out because i am obviously not working today. but i decided to stayed home. Not in the mood to work but i need those big bucks mann. You see, if you want something, you have to work hard for it right? but i need a time off, i need to go out. I need to go shopping again.
I need mum to give me my everyday allowance. My savings are not enough, whatmore my pay?
I miss shopping and watch movies as well. Pay day is tomorrow. I know the amount is gonna be a bit lumayan. but still I need to work like damn alot. I need dollars!! And hopefully i can save at least half of my one week allowance instead of spending it on cab faress!! Super irritating when you just have to miss the on-time bus by only half a minute or so. And anyway, my savings are decreasing. I'm spending my precious money on unnecessary stuffs. I can't stop myself from doing so. Someone please assist me. I have better and more important things to get.

alright, so the pay day is tomorrow. thought of going out with khairul after work since he's not working on wednesday. might ajak him to watch transformers tomorrow! wanted to watch it on the weekends but sadly my weekends is occupied by family. the parents wants the whole family to go for a short holiday trip to malaysia with their friends. since my family have not spend much time together nowadays. and oh, did i mention anything about what's happening on friday? if not, here's the news. khairul gonna have his own motorsikal on friday! haha. if God's willing lah on friday die dapat motorsikal die. so together let's pray for him okae? and that's the reason why i wanted soo badly to go out on the weekends to meet him and celebrate. but due to some technical problems i cant. sad case huh? yeah i know. so im sorry sayang. try your best to have the free time with me tomorrow okae sayang?

alright so back to tranformers. oh yes i love the movie. eventhough i've not watch it yet, but deep down i know the movie gonna be superb! Finally, one movie I can look forward to. Besides Fame, The Final Destination and Obsessed. And yes not to forget, there's two tv show on MTV coming up in July and August that caught my attention. and that is, The Hills season 5 and The city.

i'm working tomorrow morning anddd i'm still wide awake. Hopefully God is kind enough to let me wake up on time tomorrow. Hehs. If not, die ah.

2009-06-18T11:32:00.000-07:00

Facebook quizzes are damn addictive. I can even do them over and over again without me realising that they have been done before. Annoying bacen kan? so after quite some while, finally i update it. been busy with work, work and work. until got no time to update my nearly 'exist blog'. There's so many things i want to say. But I don't know where to start. So many things are rushing through my mind. Okay here, let me give it a try. above pictures are all regarding about an eyman gathering. basically the gathering was sort of an acknowledgement of belated Ikhsan's birthday that we didn't get to celebrate and a farewell to rafi who will be off to serve the country in a few days time. Haha. I can't imagine him being bald! and most important of all the news that i wanna share, Khairul rasul passed his 2B license! wah im soo soo proud of him leh!

2009-06-08T08:57:00.000-07:00

the birthday girl

okay now i have abandon my blog due to many-many plans. sorry uh! lets start talking. above pitures are all regarding era's birthday. but more at facebook eh. lazy lah nk upload. i guess i didnt have the time maybe. too many plans with girlfriends and loverboy. im so sleepy but yet im very the miang to update my blog. i cant wait to meet loverboy tomorrow. having our little picnic tomorrow and spending time together. i misses that boy soo much. oh yeah, i want to privatise my blog due to some personal reasons. wished to be invited? do drop your email adds okay? theres just something i wished to talk about but im afraid some people will read & might get hurt & problems will occur which i dont want it to happen. so yeah, if suddenly i privatised my blog, do email me at sweetzz_princess@hotmail.com to get invited.

2009-05-26T08:49:00.000-07:00

There once was a girl,
Whose lost in this world,
She feels out of place,
Like shes a disgrace,

She feels like a nobody and that no one cares,
Sometimes in her mind she wishes she was never there,
She knows she has friends she can trust,
She knows they love her and wouldnt leave her in the dark,
Especially since shes got a broken heart,

She wants a guy who will understand and love her,
Sometimes she knows a guy wont even bother,
All they can do is judge her on the outside,
Shes an outsider without any pride,
What they dont know is she enjoys being different,but besides,
Anymore she doesnt seem to care shes down for the ride,
She also knows that special guy will come along soon,
She knows one day things will change and she'll be free,
If you didnt know it..that girl was me.

2009-05-24T11:10:00.001-07:00

its already 2am in the morning. im working tomorrow but here i am still infront of the screen. so yeah, im not asleep at this pathetic hours. i've got tight schedule this week. and starting from tomorrow onwards. infact today lah. I'm not expecting much from the upcoming days. Because i myself don't know what i want in life. I mean it's not the right time to tell what i want in life. Come what may. life has the ups and downs so let it be. I just need to get through it. I'm not in a good mood now. Something is really bothering me right now, i don't know what is it but i've got a certain feeling that i do know about it. Let the time tell. Yeah, when karma hits reality. Now come on khai, spit it out. I can't wait any longer. This is sure killing me. Please. I feel so lost. I don't like the feeling of being lost and not knowing what to do.

"if you love someone let them go and if they come back to you, he's yours forever."

Resolution for the week: Be nice to everyone(however weird they may be) and be happy.

2009-05-24T09:40:00.000-07:00

facebook quizzes

"are you an o-holic?"

STOP SHOPPING! your going to run out of money! shopping is fun yes, but you need to cut it down a little bit.

"what kind of shoes are you?"

high heels

sassy, and very flashy.. you LOVE the limelight!

"what kind of makcik are you?"

the glamorous makcik!

glamorous alert ! you ain't one but maybe someday you will ? who knows right ? what i know is that you are one HIGH CLASS woman ..

"are you spoiled?"

You are 72% spoiled! You're pretty spoiled, but you probably don't think you're spoiled enough.No doubt about it, you're living the good life. Maybe a little too good!

2009-05-23T20:36:00.000-07:00

Im happy that kris won instead of adam. yeah, adam's got way better vocals, but after a while, he's so predictable. anyway, adam's kind of music is just not my type. still, there's really no big deal over who wins or not, i'm sure both of them will get to release an album whatsoever. oh yeah, i think the american idol finale was the best ever compared to previous years. the black eyed peas were the bomb!

2009-05-20T04:12:00.000-07:00

life without the old

You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick
I’m the leader of a crowd and my game is really slick
I’m unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable

Save your pity for tomorrow
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable

I'm addicted to this song, thanks to hasanah and Confessions of a Shopaholic - The Movie. the movie was so good! two thumbs up! Plot was a bit different from the books, but nevertheless, I love Isla Fisher! She looks a lot like Amy Adams, but Isla is so much funnier and sassier! :D Love the movie's soundtrack too, the songs make me feel all empowered especially Unstoppable. Call me crazy but every time I listen to it, my stride quickens and there's suddenly a spring in my step!

Last week was full of [unnecessary] drama. I don't like drama in my life; at least not the kind that will leave me upset and in tears at the end of it all. I'm not that interesting a person for such incidences to occur often, but yeah - I don't like drama that upsets.
I feel so lonely recently, even though I have friends surrounding me left, right, center. I'm not sad, just lonely. Not emo either, just lonely. Sigh. Everything seems different now. Make new, cherish the old? Time and circumstance makes it increasingly tough to do so, even when I really want to. I really miss being with the regular people. I'm steadily, but surely, moving away. Sigh. I must really stop being so clingy and move on. HE already has! :(

How did this post go from happy to containing so many frowns-emoticons?

2009-05-11T08:47:00.000-07:00

to the person who i am never grateful for, to the person who i take for granted most of the time,

to the person who constantly nags at me, to the person who i can never control my anger with,

i love you ibu!

not only today, but for every single day of my life. sometimes i just don't realise how much she means to me, but i thank god i have her.

it's a yearly tradition to celebrate mother's day by having a family gathering with my mom's sides. so yesterday after asar, went over to grandparent's house for pot luck dinner and BBQ! i swear i ate alot i tell you. okae, im lazy to elaborate more, i shall upload the mother's day pichas till the next post ok. gotta go, kene call my sayang lah. hehe.

2009-05-02T10:41:00.000-07:00

Everytime i woke up all i think of is you.

I dream of you for almost everyday.

Though i know you love me no more.

I'm here waiting regardless of time.

It hurts and i'm killing myself everytime i look at our pictures.

I miss your smile.

I miss your laughs, disgusting and nonsense joke.

and yes, i miss your hugs and kisses.

I miss all those stupid things we do together but it turns me on.

I miss everything about you.

2009-05-02T08:27:00.000-07:00

the most hardest thisng is to wake up and go to sleep.
cause those are the moments when i left with nothing but memories.
you usually will call me before sleep.
and i will only wake up due to your morning call
and now you're gone.
i hope one day this feeling will slowly fade away.
cause you have no idea how hurt it feels.
to fight for love but loose in the end.
im sorry if one day, you're no longer have place in my heart.
but for now, your position is still at the very top.

there's more to come

2009-04-29T19:45:00.000-07:00

whaddup? hahaha. so, im sorry about the previous post. i was so mad plus tension at that time. its the easiest way that i can released all those madness in me. besides, i want people to know that being in a relationship is not that perfect of what you think. understanding, loving and care for each other is not enough in a relationship. but most important thing is that you must and have to communicate well and understand your partner true life and accept the way they are. tk kire sebelom die matae dengan ko atau selepas nye. that's what i've learned and i've experienced it myslef. yes i may be young to talk about being in a relationship is like, but i just wanted all those girls out there to know, there's no used of crying for a boy who doesnt even love you, who doesnt even care for you and who doesnt even understand your lfe. yes i cant comparing my own experienced with khairul with other people's relationship, but i bet you, the first few months might be perfect and wonderful in your relationship, but bile da stgh bulan, mak ko, nanti mcm-mcm die keluarkan.

okae, i've had enough talking and typing about all those un-necesary things, its time to update of what's been happening to me after the stupid break-up.

watched 17 Again wif this friend of mine and his kekek friends. HAPPY FAMILY eh guys? hahaha! and i have to admit it! it was not a bad movie aft all. i enjoyed it(: well, after watching, it makes me realise alot of things, that i cant take my life for granted. we only have one shot in life n theres no turning back time. we only live our age once n the numbers keeps growing each year. im beginning to appreciate every single thing that has happened to me n im so blessed with having such great life. thanks eh happy family for cheered me up with that stupid break-up. but i admit it that i still miss and love him mybe. and yes, i can see that he moved on already. haiya haiya, GOD please save me lah.

and to dearie khairul, if you moved on by asking other girls number, than why cant i?

2009-04-28T09:07:00.000-07:00

I don't know where to start. I don't see the use reminiscing all the bittersweet memories we shared together over here. But i just have to. It's really hard for me to accept this fact. I have to let everything out. Couldnt believe my eyes when i read your messages.
You said we're done. You said you're letting me go. You think that's the best for us. You said you're tired of relationships. You left, without a single kind word. You're mean. I still remember all those empty promises you made. You said you'll change but you never did. Now that we're through, to think back again. There's still so many things left undone. I wish i could have given them to you. I already planned a surprise for you. But guess it's a little too late now. You've already forgotten me. I am nobody to you already. And i don't know what to do with all those things i've planned for you earlier. I thought you were the one. I thought we were meant to be. I was wrong. I don't know how to face this. It hurts so much. Afterall, it's no use loving someone who doesn't loves you. I have to forget you now. I have to. But how can i? I don't know who you've found now that you've decided to let me go. You chose to leave instead of love. It's over now. I thank God for giving me a chance to at least have you in my life for once which indeed, the outcome has been like a rollercoaster ride, maybe worse. I have to move on. You're not worth my tears. Yes we're done.

and you know what khairul?
by asking other girl if they still do remember you is not cool you know.
i know you're reading this n i know that you understand of what im trying to say.
but, if you still dont, figure it out for urself.
screw you for doing this to me.

2009-04-25T10:36:00.000-07:00

note to self ,
do we have a choice to do things that we dont wanna do? is there any chance to get through your head? jus like what momma always say, " we always have a choice " it only depends on how wise you choose or make them. it wil start off bad but eventually it wil turn out to be good if not, even better. dont force ureself to do things that you dont wanna do. coz , it wil just cause misery. think about it aigghht ! to some, you might not understand what im tryna reach out but , its for me to understand and for me to let out. so if it doesnt concern you, then dont bother even tying to figure out aigght.

2009-04-23T02:53:00.000-07:00

I think i have forgotten how to love and miss.
It's decreasing..
bit by bits.
I don't know whether to be happy or sad about it.
If this is what you wanted. congratulations, you made it! =)
But you know how much i smiled whenever i think of you?
IT'S JUST TOO COMPLICATED!

As time goes by,
i began to be much more stronger.
Yes i cried, but lesser.
Everyone is right. Time heals.
It's hard to move on, and even harder to stay.
So i decided to be caught in the middle.Between going off and standing by.
If waiting makes me happy. Why not.
If crying turns me better. Why not.
If seeing him with other doesn't effect my decision. Why not.
I have the right to please myself though it's hard on your side.

2009-04-23T02:38:00.000-07:00

I seriously think, this might be my current place to voice.

As my another blog (mybeautifullovestories) is linked by some people which i doubt they had my permission like what i've stated in blog.

and there's possibility of changing the url again. :)

2009-04-18T11:59:00.000-07:00

its 3 in the morning right now and that seems like a pretty nice timing for me to be updating. and i have absolutely no idea why. im so bored, i've got nothing to do. and i baked two batch of brownies just now in less than an hour! cutting the baking duration. haha! i love baking.

so so so, its already saturday. and will be sunday on the next day. haiya haiya i just realised that time's moving too fast. way too fast, isnt it good if we could put it to stop where the best moments of our live's are? yeah if only.

my little's brother growing up. after the 'sms-ing session' i had with dee or lydia, she made me realise that mybe i wasnt there for my brother when he needs someone. haiya haiya, adek sendiri right. what to do. k i dont know what else to elaborate/brag/share/update on. and so that you readers can get a clue of how my life is.

and im not gonna update abt today's plan. it turns out well lah with the cuzzin but not with him. i shall update on the next post. bye.

2009-04-17T07:45:00.000-07:00

Happy belated birthday to kak bad and nas!

kak bad, i know i wished you late but yeah, i was the first to wish you by text right? *wriggles eyebrow*

may all your wishes come true and be a successful business woman one day eh.

nas, im sorry if i wished you through hasanah. my hp is in dilemma. hope you're not mad at me.

so, i had fun today with the boyfriend. we had settled things out. and im very glad for that. thanks khairul. i love you. hehe. movie-marathoned today at his house. watched the movie 'TAKEN'. which i think is not out yet in cinemas. eh? haha watever. so yeah, im soo loved the movie. next, head to marina square to had our dinner at LJ's. da abes makan, walked all the way to raffles place mrt station. BUT, okae i hate this part. really hate plus geram ah i tell u. not other than of cause gado! isshhh grrr.. baru jek baek gado lagy.. okae watever.

as for tomorrow, im gonna meet him again after his soccer training. but before that, meet fifi cuzzy first to accompany her with her friend to the 3 outlets starbucks in singapore. which is at sembawang, civic center and orchard. alright, i guess that's all for today. btw, im sorry for my rojak language eh. okae, bye bye.

2009-04-15T05:23:00.000-07:00

you know, sometimes i think i've been doing the very least to please you, please you in every single aspect. but right now, i guess ive been trying way too hard. im just tired, really tired lah khairul. not in a physical sense lah but rather mentally and emotionally. including today, i've known you for like almost 2 years, but actually 3 years to be exact, and i see everything going on the same as how it has always been. in a week, we can never not argue/quarrel even over the slightest things. i've worked hard, and sometimes really hard for this relationship. but im just not sure if you have. i try to keep my cool though i know ive lost it. i try not to get pissed or annoyed even when i know i will. i try to smile even when my emotions tell me not to. i try to talk to you even when i dont want to. i try to question you even when i know what's your reply gonna be like. i try not to get mad for long i try not to get you pissed i try to keep that smile on your face everytime i see you but i just dont really know why i fail. i try to please you, in every single way.
i try not to argue with you but i just cant help it. i try and until today, until just now that we met,i have never stopped trying. so do you get a clue how it hurts for me when everytime you see me with a frown on your face and when you answer me in a tone that i dont wanna hear? i know you really well but i still cant figured out why i still dont get you. and i know that you're reading this syg, but i just wanted you to changed. that's it. i dont expect too much from you.

2009-04-13T08:09:00.000-07:00

He said he wants me.

And then the other said he loves me.

Sadly, those words aren't from you.

I kept asking why .

And i still cry .

Cos all i want is you.

Only you.

babe, i don't deserve this .

It's either,You love or you kindly leave .

it's us on my wallpaper. is it the same on yours?

2009-04-12T11:26:00.000-07:00

since i was all alone at home today, i spent some time reading back all khairul's messages in my inbox and saved "forever" messages. it really brings a smile to my face to think abt how we started off to where we are. i have to admit, there are some qualities some guys have that my boyfriend doesnt. but then again, there are alot of other qualities that my khairul have too, that alot of guys doesnt have. im very much thankful. i guess you guys can say that i have the best thing on earth. because afterall i truly believe that,

love is not about finding the right person,

but creating the right relationship.

and its not about how much love we have in the begining,

but how much love we've build in the end.

2009-04-12T09:23:00.000-07:00

Make a difference.
I want to be the one who makes a difference in your life.Be the one who marks the day you felt alive again, after a very long time. I want to be remembered even if one day we're to leave eachother, hopefully it does not come so soon nor come at all. I want you to tell your friends
" And she's the one who taught me many things. She changed me, she taught me how to love"
Yes, I want you to say that. Im getting dramatic but really, the truth is, I want to be able to make a difference.

2009-04-10T10:47:00.000-07:00

just the thought of being with you tomorrow, is enough to get me through today

2009-04-08T09:09:00.000-07:00

Babe. Aku bukan nye nk kurangajar lah, tpi just moved on lah okae? farhan is not that worth it lah. banyak lagy jantan-jantan kat luar tuh. example rafi? hahaha! rafi lagy better lah dari farhan. trust me okae?

2009-04-07T06:00:00.000-07:00

roses are red,

violets are blue.

i didnt see you today, and now i miss you.

i miss your smile, i miss your eyes.

theres nothing about you that i despise.

i miss your tender loving care, i miss your kiss.

and thats why im writting this.

i miss your voice, i miss your touch.

i just want you to know that i love you and am missing you very very the much!

2009-04-06T02:02:00.000-07:00

Today marks our 24th month, yet i still have a crush on him. hehe.

i love you forever baby. and i do mean every day of forever.

2009-04-01T06:11:00.000-07:00

Morning was seriously sucks BIG times! was already late for school, i was rushing to the bus stop.. not until bad, disgusting and unexpected incidents happend at opposite blk. Right in front of my eyes, right in front of me! Only god knows how terrified i was, how scared and horrible it was. Was at the edge of crying. I have no one to talk to, no one to hold at that time. And my prepaid was low. Damn! Always happend at the wrong time. Won't elaborate more, cause it just damn freaking disgusting. The world is turning upside down, people are getiing sicko!

2009-03-29T01:42:00.000-07:00

Happy 2oth belated Birthday to RAFI (:
Semoga RAFI sentiasa sihat, happy, always bless in things you are doing.

2009-03-26T08:43:00.000-07:00

EYMAN Teens Camp 2009

MAAR's Youth Wing now known as EYMAN (Engaging Youth for Meaningful Activities & actioNs) held a camp for teens from the 20th to 21st of March 2009.The activities were not only meaningful, but fun, exciting and different. The teens learned to take wudhu' by using a small bottle of water, then then solat maghrib berjemaah right in the middle of Pasir Ris Park.This was followed by a short tazkirah on strenthening the iman before the awaited night trail adventure.The teens also enjoyed a sumptious dinner and BBQ ala resort at MAAR itselfThough ytired, they were geared for the solat Qiam starting at 4.30am. For many, it was a first experience. Among others, they also enjoyed the TEENS aLIVE programme at Pasir PArk beach the nest morning before the camp was closed by wonderful performances by members from the various groups.It was truly an enriching experience. You should have been there....

the guys:adib, faiz z, aidil, caliph, shafiq, nas, shahmi and irwanto

haha! harry potter!

the leaders and the campers

the LIPTON man!

2009-03-24T02:13:00.000-07:00

my plan to get my phone repaired with buddy was a failure because dad said he wanted to go with me. so i waited and waited till he said, he want to go tomorrow. grr. haha!
tomorrow, i'll be reparing my phone no matter what. and i'll be going to bugis for some shopping. i want to buy jeans, at penninsular. i cannot wait. prolly, i'll be going alone as bestfriend wants to stay at home. yaaah. or ajak my mom along.
And today i wasted another minute of my life doing nothing. i want to go out. but my phone is in dilemma. if that is how you spells it out. i want to work, and im waiting for maya's reply. but that is if mom allows me to.
I hate to blog, but im very bored. that is why im blogging. i hate talking on the phone but i talking out of boredom. i hate to keep quiet but im too bored for any anxiety.

2009-03-24T00:17:00.000-07:00

i dont need you to show me your attitute/ego.
All i need is for you to tell me straight off to my face what problem do you have against me till i deserve someone like you.
you're playing jigsaw puzzle but i'm not.
I tried not to let my imagination go running wild but it just did.
And i blame it everything on you.
Reflect it.
I dont need an answer from you.
All i need is for you to tell me.
What had i done.
Tell me if i still can trust you.