just so you know;

.FARASHA FARZANAH FARUL

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There once was a girl,
Whose lost in this world,
She feels out of place,
Like shes a disgrace,

She feels like a nobody and that no one cares,
Sometimes in her mind she wishes she was never there,
She knows she has friends she can trust,
She knows they love her and wouldnt leave her in the dark,
Especially since shes got a broken heart,

She wants a guy who will understand and love her,
Sometimes she knows a guy wont even bother,
All they can do is judge her on the outside,
Shes an outsider without any pride,
What they dont know is she enjoys being different,but besides,
Anymore she doesnt seem to care shes down for the ride,
She also knows that special guy will come along soon,
She knows one day things will change and she'll be free,
If you didnt know it..that girl was me.

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its already 2am in the morning. im working tomorrow but here i am still infront of the screen. so yeah, im not asleep at this pathetic hours. i've got tight schedule this week. and starting from tomorrow onwards. infact today lah. I'm not expecting much from the upcoming days. Because i myself don't know what i want in life. I mean it's not the right time to tell what i want in life. Come what may. life has the ups and downs so let it be. I just need to get through it. I'm not in a good mood now. Something is really bothering me right now, i don't know what is it but i've got a certain feeling that i do know about it. Let the time tell. Yeah, when karma hits reality. Now come on khai, spit it out. I can't wait any longer. This is sure killing me. Please. I feel so lost. I don't like the feeling of being lost and not knowing what to do.

"if you love someone let them go and if they come back to you, he's yours forever."

Resolution for the week: Be nice to everyone(however weird they may be) and be happy.

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facebook quizzes

"are you an o-holic?"

STOP SHOPPING! your going to run out of money! shopping is fun yes, but you need to cut it down a little bit.

"what kind of shoes are you?"

high heels

sassy, and very flashy.. you LOVE the limelight!

"what kind of makcik are you?"

the glamorous makcik!

glamorous alert ! you ain't one but maybe someday you will ? who knows right ? what i know is that you are one HIGH CLASS woman ..

"are you spoiled?"

You are 72% spoiled! You're pretty spoiled, but you probably don't think you're spoiled enough.No doubt about it, you're living the good life. Maybe a little too good!

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Im happy that kris won instead of adam. yeah, adam's got way better vocals, but after a while, he's so predictable. anyway, adam's kind of music is just not my type. still, there's really no big deal over who wins or not, i'm sure both of them will get to release an album whatsoever. oh yeah, i think the american idol finale was the best ever compared to previous years. the black eyed peas were the bomb!

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life without the old

You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick
I’m the leader of a crowd and my game is really slick
I’m unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable

Save your pity for tomorrow
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable

I'm addicted to this song, thanks to hasanah and Confessions of a Shopaholic - The Movie. the movie was so good! two thumbs up! Plot was a bit different from the books, but nevertheless, I love Isla Fisher! She looks a lot like Amy Adams, but Isla is so much funnier and sassier! :D Love the movie's soundtrack too, the songs make me feel all empowered especially Unstoppable. Call me crazy but every time I listen to it, my stride quickens and there's suddenly a spring in my step!

Last week was full of [unnecessary] drama. I don't like drama in my life; at least not the kind that will leave me upset and in tears at the end of it all. I'm not that interesting a person for such incidences to occur often, but yeah - I don't like drama that upsets.
I feel so lonely recently, even though I have friends surrounding me left, right, center. I'm not sad, just lonely. Not emo either, just lonely. Sigh. Everything seems different now. Make new, cherish the old? Time and circumstance makes it increasingly tough to do so, even when I really want to. I really miss being with the regular people. I'm steadily, but surely, moving away. Sigh. I must really stop being so clingy and move on. HE already has! :(

How did this post go from happy to containing so many frowns-emoticons?

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to the person who i am never grateful for, to the person who i take for granted most of the time,

to the person who constantly nags at me, to the person who i can never control my anger with,

i love you ibu!

not only today, but for every single day of my life. sometimes i just don't realise how much she means to me, but i thank god i have her.

it's a yearly tradition to celebrate mother's day by having a family gathering with my mom's sides. so yesterday after asar, went over to grandparent's house for pot luck dinner and BBQ! i swear i ate alot i tell you. okae, im lazy to elaborate more, i shall upload the mother's day pichas till the next post ok. gotta go, kene call my sayang lah. hehe.

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Everytime i woke up all i think of is you.

I dream of you for almost everyday.

Though i know you love me no more.

I'm here waiting regardless of time.

It hurts and i'm killing myself everytime i look at our pictures.

I miss your smile.

I miss your laughs, disgusting and nonsense joke.

and yes, i miss your hugs and kisses.

I miss all those stupid things we do together but it turns me on.

I miss everything about you.

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the most hardest thisng is to wake up and go to sleep.
cause those are the moments when i left with nothing but memories.
you usually will call me before sleep.
and i will only wake up due to your morning call
and now you're gone.
i hope one day this feeling will slowly fade away.
cause you have no idea how hurt it feels.
to fight for love but loose in the end.
im sorry if one day, you're no longer have place in my heart.
but for now, your position is still at the very top.

there's more to come

screen name; farasha farzanah
and this is my life's ups & downs ♥taken by the best; Khairul Rasul

EVENTS OF THE MONTH

faRul's 34th monthsary- 7 August
exams! im stressing out already- 10

WISHLIST

everlasting love
Osman's family gathering
sweetest 17th birthday
happy friendship
driving license
money! money!

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